notebook oF MEJAZ...

kainis,,, 42 hrs. ung brown out nung isang araw hangang kahapon, but at least now me ilaw na kami... im kinda BORED, SCARED & HAPPY... i don't know what i feel right now, i miss some people and as well i'm scared at some people.... I don't know,. what's been happening to me, i'm CRAZY,.. i don't know if i'm happy with my NEW found friends or i'm just PILIT na maging HAPPY?! i don't usually hang-out with them and that's what makes me wonder if we are really friends,,,. i don't really know what i feel right now, I'm very excited and looking forward having our retreat in Baguio,. but i'm scared kay MDM. Ivonne... i'm iresponsible SCO President, and it kinda S*ck... i wanted really to be a GOOD LEADER... but why can't i???... i'm not sure if LA SALLE will be my future HOME.., i was really scared for the entrance exam,. i'm confused about it, i really don't know, i wanted to be in LA SALLE, but i can't...huhu... I hate people na madaling MAIMPLUENSYA and ung mga taong NANG-IIMPLUENSYA!!! how can i trust someone if he is B.I. and he is easily influenced by people??? I DON'T KNOW...
some things that bugs my mind right now:
>oct 12 nasa PINAS NA SI DANILO...
>Mdm. Ivonne...
>Foundation Day!
>RETREAT!!!
>ENTRANCE EXAM SA LA SALLE!!!
>2nd PERIODIC EXAMS
>LOUISE is SICK...huhu!
>BEST(pao) is SICK... huhu!
>MONDAY!!!2
>i dnt know wit DEEDZ... r we friends?
>Fritz... pano ba kita matatanggap para kay deedz...
>Project sa AP
>I MISS MY KUYA!!!
>BRO,.zup?!
>Favvy,, kamusta ka naman?!
>SHOCKERS!!!
>Mariz, ur OUT...T_T
>KYLE, WELCOME!!!
>GELA, GOODLUCK FOR TOMORROWS ENTRANCE EXAM!!!
>SCO, WORK naman oh!!!
>DANCE CONCERT, LOVE IT!!!
>DINA, HELLO!!!! I LOVE UR BLOG!!!
>ANG PANGIT KO!!!
>I'M INSECURE WITH avvy!!!
>I LOVE MY CELLPHONE!!!
>I MISS MY T.V.
>my ex-friends...
>CALLALILY,,,
>i want to cry...
>INDANG BERTA!!!
>CONFUSED...
>I LOVE CUCAY!!!
>I MISS JUSTICE!!!
>SENIORS I miss you guys...
>friends,.
>GOD
>My PARENTS...
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
-signing out-
JAMES

>naka-compose ako ng song,.
>natuto lalo akong mag gitara...
>I appriciate my Friends more,,.
>was tiring..
>was somewhat Stressfull...
>I think more...
>I LOVED BANDS!
>was somewhat hard...
>was fun...
>nakilala ko lalo si Favvy...
>nakatulong ako kahit papano...
>nagmahal ako? oo naman!
>was already PAST...

now that this is a start of a new week, I pray and I hope that it'll be a HAPPY week, MORE FUN, LESS STRESS...
May God Bless the SHOCKERS...
May God Bless all SENIORS!!!
May God Bless ST. MARY'S ACADEMY...
May God Bless the Philippines...
May God Bless THE WORLD!!!

I'm Loving Living...

Love you all,
-JAMES-
signing out...

Last Night we went to the Birthday Party of Mrs. Hagstrom(am i wrong?), ang nanay ni Ajie, masaya naman xa. the event was on the Manila Pavillion... ASTIG!!! the place was a Perfect PLACE for our JS PROM>.< which makes me feel more excited for the JS... By the Way... Louise, Deedz, Bek2, at si Dina kasama ko sa Pavillion, we take pictures, and i have fun, we study our lessons there during they have the floating girl there... i enjoy the food... grabe,.,.,.,.,.,. then un PICTURES AND MORE PICTURES!!! the pictures are in the memory card of LOUISE so i can't download it yet, siguro sooner or later nasa SWORD na xa...

I LOVE CALLALILY,.
I LOVE MY KUYA BENJO, HE IS SO KIND!!!
I LOVE LOUISE & HER FAMILY...
I LOVE DEEDZ!!!
I LOVE PAO w/ KAI…
I LOVE JUENESE, STRONGEST WOMAN!!!
I LOVE SHOCKERS,.../
I LOVE JUSTICE,.,
I LOVE SENIORS...
I LOVE MDM. P!!!
I LOVE GOD!!!!
I MISS OLIC...

FAVVY WEIRD...

PLEASE DO PRAY FOR THE FAMILY OF Ms. RIA TOLETE>. I LOVE YOU! I’ll JUST BE HERE, JVR!!!
GOD BLESS!
BEAUTIFUL DAYS!!!
signing out
-JAMES-

kakausap ko lang po kay kim sa cellphone, later this night po ang lipad ng eroplano nya, and just so bad na i can't be with him now. but my kuya BENJO, BRO SENO, Pao, and kim's girlfriend is there with him. i know leaving is the hardest part of lyf, eventhough we say na "absence makes the heart go fonder", it's not appropriate in FRIENDSHIP, it's hard to lose a FRIEND... it hurts... by this time they are happy speaking to each other but later it'll be an emotional night. Kahit ako naiiyak habang kinauusap ko ung mga tao dun, i was SHAKING... grabe, i was so emotional but i didn't let them feel na malungkot ako, gusto ko mapagaan lang yung pakiramdam nila... Kim and i wasn't that close but we are friends... and Kim of course is one of the people who contribute a part in my life... I'll always remmember Kim as one of the fun person to be with... Kim, don't forget i'll be here for you!!!
I'll take care of everyone, i promise you that. sorry if ever na hindi ko magampanan ung promise, but i'll try to do it!!!
i felt that way too kim so don't worry di ka nagiisa... but i prepared myself in whatever circumstances may have... BE STRONG!!! you know that during the time when i left my mom before i enter the Airplane, i was smiling cause i know there's gonna be more to life...
>BE HAPPY!!!
>just keep on PRAYING!!!
>GOD BLESS YOU!
>I LOVE YOU!!!
>It's not the end of the world... we'll see each other again and sabi mo magiinuman pa tayo:)...

your friend, God's friend, and EVERYONES FRIEND!!!,
JAMES DANIEL FERRER
signing out

You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

i was so proud of my band... i don't know if it's appropriate for me to say that it's my band because i don't even know if i'm a manager or just a supporter but above all i'm very-very happy of what they have done... SHOCKERS does rules!
i've seen all the practice that the band has gone through, i've seen the eagerness of each member to learn... SENO, his one of those muti-talented person i know, he can play drums vey well, he rule the dance floor, he can play basketball and most especially he can sing(hehe!, can he?, sorry!), he is such wonderful and talented person, thank God i become his friends. i love my bro...
AVVY, no doubt he's one of the handsome men in school(but i'm more handsome, joke). my shirt does fit right to him and it looks good to him with the cap and the bracelete it's perfect for him. he's a total rocker!!! avvy on the bass was perfect, he got the talent and everything... i love him...
MARY ROSE, she's the perfect lead guitarist for the band, she is born as a rocker... she's a perfect female rocker... and bilib ako sa bait nya.. i love her...
LOUISE has the an angelic voice, she's perfect for the shockers, she's the elegant vocalist, she's such a beautiful human being that God has created. She's the one who gives a perfect sound to the music... i love her!!!

guacamole is the title of our song, maybe one of this days i'll be posting the lyrics of it!

SHOCKERS RULES!!!

"don't hate me because of who i am, hate me because of what i've done"
-please do remember that

PEACE IS WHAT I'VE GIVE YOU MY FRIENDS!!!

the manager
signing out
-JAMES-

kahapon, i have a LONG and Happy day... I still can't Believe na life has been so Wonderful and Happy. I've never expected to have many BEST friends. God has given me too much, too much from what i asked for. Seeing my friends happy were one of the best things happens to me.

*Thursday, August 31 2006
--One of the greatest day that God has given me. It is the day na kung saan people have expressed their gratitude to me. Deedz, Louise, Favvy, Christopher, Seno & Culibao, I've never expected that they'll be giving me letters, i expect that Deedz & Louise will give me their letter but the guys SHOCKED me... it was so not expected, i thought that they'll gonna give it to someone., but Shockingly they have given me their letters. God has created the BEST people and the BEST people were given me and it is such a blessing. i don't really know why God has been so Kind and patient to me? i am a sinner, i can say, but why God give me too much blessings??? hindi ako nagrereklamo. but i am just wondering... Thursday...

*Friday, September 1 2006
--CAT... tiring, sarap ma padown. CL month LAUNCHING!!! saya! as usual sumayaw na naman kami. "On Bended knees", "Stay The same", and "Shout for Joy" ang mga sinayaw namin

*Saturday, September 2 2006
--this is the Best day so far(in friends)... Morning 10 am. I've treated some of my friends in Glorietta 4 and we've watched the Movie You are the one(click the link for my review to the movie)... Louise, Deedz, Archie, Juenese, Favvy, and Pao ang mga kasama kong manood ng cine... i've invited them kasi sila talaga ung mga taong closest to my heart. and they desrve a treat!!! I Love Them.. btw thanks for joining my LATE celebration!!!:)... after that, 2 pm we umuwi na kami ako pala di umuwi pumunta ako kila Louise then rehearse ng Song kasama si Charles... then at 5 pm. i've went home to prepare for the birthday celebration of Arjoyce, and then 6 pm. ive went to the house of Archie to sundo them with Deedz, and sumakay kami sa Taxi, after that at exactly 6:45 dumating kami sa Palm Plaza para mag celebrate.
SOBRANG SAYA NG BIRTHDAY NYA... sa table namin kasama ko sina: Jaypee, Charles, Louise, Juenese, Gladys, Dina, Deedz, Archie, Cindel. un... and we talk a lot!!! Sobrang saya kasama sila Charles at JayPee. sayang makipagdaldalan sa kanila. one of the SENIORS din sila!!!. my mga SHOWs sa b-day celebration... and kumain kami ng STEAK lang naman. and after that 11:00 pm DISCO TIME... masaya sya!!! after that 12:45 am sumabay ako kila Juenese sa Paguwi, and un. 1 am natulog habang ung iba nagpaparty pa... then 2-8am Sept. 3 nananaginip... and 11:30 nagtatype sa Blog...
DAT'S MY DAYS!!!
FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS & CLASSMATES: "GUYS, DON'T FORGET THAT I'LL ALWAYS AND FOREVER BE HERE FOR YOU! YOU GUYS MAKE ME FEEL SPECIAL, I LOVE YOU ALL... GOD KNOWS HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW THAT I'VE KNOWN YOU, YOU ARE SUCH A BLESSING TO ME... I CAN'T IMAGINE MYSELF WITHOUT YOU GUYS... MAY I TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO APPOLOGIZE FOR ALL OF MY SINS, AND ALL OF WHAT I HAVE DONE KUNG KANINO MAN. PLEASE DO REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU AND, I'll never let you go...

-signing out-

JAMES DANIEL FERRER